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Alright, I... Think I'm getting better now, from the zoning out thing. It hasn't happened as often anymore, at least. But I do find as long as I keep myself occupied, it's less likely to happen. It still happens a little, but... better than just all the time.

Going to the city a bit more often has helped, too. I guess I should start to get used to being on the mainland more often, since I'll be graduating in a few months, now.

... Yet I can't shake the feeling like something's going to end up happening to my place of future employment. I'm not sure why.

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I'm glad to hear that you've been feeling less out of it recently. I was worried you were overworking yourself.

If you're visiting the mainland a bit more, maybe we can arrange to meet up and do something if it's on a day I have free.

Don't worry on that. I think more work actually is helping me. Now that I have final tests to prepare for, I feel like my mind's actually clearer.

Yeah. We should do that. I tend to be more free in the early evenings, or on Sundays.

That's good then!

I finish work at 5pm, if there's nothing big to work on, but I do usually have Sundays completely free.

Hmm, then let's meet up the upcoming Sunday. How's that?

I like the sound of that!

But I do find as long as I keep myself occupied, it's less likely to happen. It still happens a little, but... better than just all the time.

This sounds like dealing with the symptoms rather than the disease. But. Do buzz me if you need help.

... Yet I can't shake the feeling like something's going to end up happening to my place of future employment. I'm not sure why.

Don't stress too much.

I'm trying not to, but it's like this... lingering feeling in the back of my head.

You. Probably should have someone look into that.

Mostly because stuff like that ends up in you, general you, going crazy and doing something stupid.

Eheh... I guess...

I think I'll be okay, though. But I... think I might look into potential other routes of what to do after school is done with, in case something does happen.

There's always SAI, I could put in a good word for you, provided you get your whole weird zoning out issue sorted out.

Y-yeah. I guess I'd need to at least do that first.

Yeah, because no employer is going to hire someone who fades in and out, mentally, no offense, Shinji.

I know, I know. I said I was getting better in that area, though.

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